Greetings! It’s been a while since you’ve heard from me. A lot has happened and I have much to tell you. But first, I need to share something with you that is vulnerable and important.

On March 2 I went on a spiritual pilgrimage to Hawaii. For years I have felt a call to go there, but this fall the stars began to align. The signs told me it was time: time to let go and become the woman capable of living my purpose.

Before I left I set an intention: to connect more deeply with myself, and with Life. I asked Hawaii to help me see more clearly. I committed to stepping into my sovereignty, to living authentic and free. In Kauai I stood on a cliff staring into the fog and declared that I was not afraid. I visited heiaus and prayed and left offerings. I went to Pele’s home on the Big Island and asked her to remake me. I met with a healer, a bodyworker and a coach. I declared this journey a rebirth.

I came home on March 18. And the next day, my world imploded. The Universe gifted me everything I asked for in one horrific, awesome rush. And right there, the person that I was died.

When I look around me now, I see only empty space. It scares me. I feel groundless, like I’m being tossed around in a cosmic washing machine. It is excruciating, and sometimes I lose my breath. But I know one thing. I have woken up. I vow to live life full-out, no holding back. I am ready to trust Love and be Her servant. I am owning my purpose. And I am here to help you do the same, if you want it.

Come with me as I create a new, amazing story for myself. Ask yourself if you’re willing to wake up, too. It is not for the faint of heart, but it is the only way to truly be alive in this precious world. To live an extraordinary life requires only one decision. All it takes is to stand up and say YES.

Are you a YES?